A mush moment!! Yes definitely one of those occurred in my Chapter 9!!
Hey, Lin!
And I love your chapter 9 by the way! Hehe!
Well, I took a bit of a break for a few days this week and I took the advice of Alice, to write a 'diary' kind of thing, where you write down what you are feeling the minute you wake up, even if you can't think of anything, just write down whether you are tired or not or whether you had a dream.
I tried that and it worked wonders! Eleanor has come back and made me sane again, giving me new ideas about story lines and how she feels. Chris is still a bit quiet, but that's what his personality is like, so I'm letting him figure out some things of his own until he has the confidence to tell me.
I'm making a fresh start, as this forum and well, everyone on this website have given me so many ideas and my head is running wild with them! Especially you, Lin! You've given me a lot of confidence in my writing! Glad that we met!
I think I relate more to my own feelings and how
I would want to be loved. Maybe that's why it seems like my own feelings are getting in the way lol. But, I recently read the
Twilight Saga which is basically made for my age, and I related so much to the character that when she felt love, it felt as if I felt the same way. I needed to write down how I felt, because I have a very emotional and passionate personality. I love life and try to help other people to feel the same. I try not to dwell on things and think of the happy aspects more. That's why I feel like I need to share how I feel, because it's such a good way to live!
I put a lot of my personality into the book, as if I want
my life to be like that. I don't know if that's a good thing to do or not, however.
Thank you everyone for helping me out! I'll let you know how it's going!
I haven't scrapped the whole thing, I've kept what I wrote in another folder, for future use! Hehe! I will definitely be sending you some of my work through PM, Lin, so be warned! Lol.
If there's any way I can repay you, Lin, let me know!

Emma x x x